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Die
00:56
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live alone ‘till you die
I don’t care about you no more
you can go to hell and burn alive
and I won’t cry at all
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Hell?
03:29
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you were just what I needed
that’s what everyone said
so I wanted to meet you
almost love at first sight
introduced by a friend
so I thought that I knew you
I have something to ask you
that I couldn't back then
I am over it now
if I’m one of your children
if I’m right or I'm wrong
should it matter at all
what if I go out searching
and I wonder too far
will you let me back in
or will you call me a Thomas
or a peter? a Judas?
will you call me your friend
or will you send me to hell?
for the ways that I’m different
for the hopes you put in me
for the doubts in my mind
for my passage through time
for the place I was born in
for the home I was raised in
and the people who love me
do you love me at all?
you were just what I needed
that's what everyone said
so I wanted to meet you
now I’m too scared to leave you
but I still don’t believe you
I’m afraid of the dark
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Blinding Light
05:57
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blinding light that knows no sleep
I run from you, you burn my feet
in the shade I find no sleep
your heavy shadow smothers me
darkness falls but I don’t sleep
I wait for you, you wait for me
lonely speck, the pale blue dot
spins round and round as I depart
who am I apart from you
a better man? prodigal son?
staggering beyond belief
your arms reach out to strangle me
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4. |
Proof
02:15
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when I was young I came to you
you stole my heart and no one knew
and in the shadows of my youth
I earned the scars, I have the proof
when I inhaled that strange perfume
I lost myself and bowed to you
what wasn’t said became the truth
I earned the scars, I have the proof
the setting concrete in my bed
the lonely nightmares in my head
and in the wake of things unsaid
I earned the scars, I have the proof
surrounded yet I am alone
surrender to the great unknown
nobody knows me quite like you
these fading scars are now my proof
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5. |
Fear
03:11
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you fear the dark
I seek the truth
I’m not like you
you play your part
I make my move
it’s nothing new
What’ll I do?
What’ll I do?
What’ll I do?
you trust the word
I ask for proof
I’m not like you
your stagnant heart
I fear for you
it’s nothing new
What’ll I do?
What’ll I do?
What’ll I do?
What’ll I do?
What’ll I do?
What’ll I do?
maybe I’m just like you are
tell did you feel the same
hope I don’t end up like you
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6. |
Fool in Love
02:07
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all of the world
is a mess
what can I do
can't find the words
to confess
how I love you
and I'm afraid
I'm a fool in love
hope I don't screw this up
sunshiny girl
I feel the world
pressing down
from above me
but when you smile
I forget
and I love you
and I'm afraid
I'm a fool in love
hope I don't screw this up
sunshiny girl
and I'm afraid
…
hope I don't screw this up
sunshiny girl
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7. |
Blue
02:42
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Maybe you don’t know what I need
Maybe all of you is not enough for me
When I offer you affection, you run from me
Maybe you don’t know what I need
Maybe you don’t see what I see
Maybe blue for you is more like red for me
When I offer you affection, you run from me
Maybe you don't see what I see
You put a spell over me
I was blind now I see
I was lost in a dream
Hold me down, hold me down
You put a spell over me
I was lost in a dream
I was blind now I see
Hold me down, hold me down
Maybe you don't breath how I breathe
Maybe right for you is more like left for me
When I offer you affection you run from me
Maybe you don't breath how I breathe
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8. |
Empty Rooms
02:56
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For so long I have tried
Pushed you out of my mind
Bit my tongue and I swallowed my blood and my pride
For so long I have tried
For so long you have lied
Don’t play nice, you’re not nice
Fooled me over and over and over again
For so long you have lied
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9. |
I Might Be Wrong
03:08
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I slipped between the cracks
I’m right beneath the surface
And you wouldn't believe
What’s happening to me
I gave up on the past
I’m questioning the purpose
And you wouldn’t believe
What’s happening to me
I know I might be wrong
I know I might be wrong
I tore myself apart
I put myself together
And you wouldn’t believe
What’s happening to me
I know I might be wrong
I know I might be wrong
And you wouldn’t believe
What’s happening to me
I know I might be wrong
I know I might be wrong
I wandered off the path
I know it makes you nervous
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10. |
Ricochet
02:52
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holy night
ricochet
deja vu
foolish holiday
blinding light
find the shade
out of view
plan my getaway
sleepless nights
lonely days
thoughts of you
lead me astray
out of sight
far away
gone from you
finally got away
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11. |
Outta My Head
02:31
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I trust in myself
again and again
going nowhere
all of these years
am I losing control
please let me know
I’m all by myself
passed over again
going nowhere
spinning my wheels
am I out of control
please let me know
reign over me
reign over me
reign over me
am I out of my head when I say…
I’ll do it myself
start over again
going nowhere
digging my heals in
I need to control
please let me go
reign over me
reign over me
reign over me
am I out of my head when I say…
still don’t have a clue
are you my guide or a snake or a ghost
still running from you
are you my bride or the wake of a boat
here’s one thing I know
I’m doubting myself
all over again
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12. |
Cell Mates
03:28
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me and my brother got out
we were born in a cell
we were born in a cell
we found another way up
and we’re doing so well
and we’re doing so well
we’re not going to hell
we’re not going to hell
don’t worry mother, calm down
you were serving us well
you were serving us well
we’ve both recovered, slowly
and nobody can tell
and nobody can tell
stepped into the white light and
ran towards the end the tunnel
just to find there’s nobody there
we’re not going to hell
we’re not going to hell
sorry but there’s nobody there
ok
we’re not going to hell
we’re not going to hell
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13. |
Nothing but Questions
03:34
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small crimes, always get the best of me
hard lines, have we lost the in-between
strange times, constant state of disbelief
red signs, that nobody seems to see
right now I’m full of nothing but questions
you know I find it hard to believe
someday I hope you see what I see
rewrite, change into a different key
hindsight will not get the best of me
insight, both a whisper and a scream
delight, in the possibilities
right now I’m full of nothing but questions
you know I find it hard to believe
someday I hope you see what I see
you will
you will
you will
right now I’m full of nothing but questions
you know I find it hard to believe
someday I hope you see what I see
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14. |
Stare into the Sun
03:14
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I’m either stressed or just bored
can’t decide
not sure if I’ll ever be
satisfied
toe the line
draw the line
am I a stick in the mud
paralyzed
maybe it’s all in the blood
fossilized
toe the line
draw the line
sometimes I stare into the sun
I dream that I could run
I really want to run away
toe the line
draw the line
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Lonely Light
04:12
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I’m asking you to go away
I really don’t have the time
to foster you or shelter you
inside my heart or my mind
I’m pushing you but you won’t move
how can I leave you behind
if I made you, you came from me
I guess I’m losing my mind
who knows how I’ll forget you
who knows how I’ll make it through
lonely light
all my life I’ve run from you
only a shadow of mine
who knows how I’ll forget you
who knows how I’ll make it through
lonely light
lonely light
lonely light
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16. |
Interloper
03:30
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I’ve been away for awhile
did you miss me
I see the hint of a smile
oh!
will you remain in the light
or follow me
you say you won't but you might
oh!
we’ll have to see
I might just stay for awhile
choke your esprit
drown in the muck and the mire
oh!
throwing your weight out of spite
wrestle with me
I’ll keep you up every night
oh!
I might just stay
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17. |
Vain Confabulations
03:33
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for some reason I can't explain
it takes everything that I've got
love to please but then woe is me
if you press for more than I want
where are you now
don’t be so glib about it
don’t try to complicate what is not
where are you now
sit down and talk about it
no vain confabulations of plot
what I’m feeling
is just a feeling
I don’t believe it at all
it’s all in my head
I’m seething
for no good reason
I don’t believe it at all
where are you now
don’t be so glib about it
don’t try to complicate what is not
where are you now
sit down and talk about it
no vain confabulations of plot
ooo I’m all out of reasons
I gave it my best now I’m done
ooo I know that it’s treason
I gave it my best now I'm gone
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18. |
Through You
03:23
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I am me
I am no-one else and cannot be
so let it bleed
fill the page again or atrophy
does it read
like indifference or sincerity
I am free
I was blind but now I sort of see
through you
disagree
well it doesn’t really bother me
we can be
worst of friends or best of enemies
can't you read
in-between these lines of revery
I am free
I was blind but now I sort of see
through you
am I repeating myself over and over
at night I’m always turning over and over
a voice in my head
whispers to me
sends me a message of love
like this song
voice in my head
please leave me be
or send me a message of love
like this song, like this song, like this song...
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19. |
Benny Confronts a Dragon
01:24
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Metanoia
03:47
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Saw the light behind us all and could not shake it
Dancing figures on the wall are only shadows
I was dragged into the sunlight cold and naked
Take me back it’s far too deep I miss the shallow
Dancing round the sun
Take it easy
Walk before you run
Metanoia
You can't fake it
Saw the writing on the wall so I erased it
Dancing circles 'round the man I thought I once was
Now I’m undergoing total transmutation
Take these words for what they are I have no answers
Dancing round the sun
Take it easy
Walk before you run
Take it easy
Slowly come undone
Take it easy
Metanoia
You can't fake it
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21. |
My Shadow
02:07
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22. |
Live
01:45
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Go live your life
It’s the only one you get
No one's ever been
To the other side and back
Just keep looking up to the stars
Know you are and you might
Find your way back
To wherever you belong
Yes it’s gonna be
Very difficult at first
Just keep looking up to the stars at night
Know who you are or you might…
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Andrew Judah British Columbia
Andrew Judah is a multi-instrumentalist, composer, producer, songwriter and recording artist from BC, Canada.
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